Why oh why !

Friday, January 21

I wish I can feel that part of happiness, I don't know if it exist, because everything that has the word "love" around me dont seem to last very long. I've been silently praying to god every night, I just want to feel better for goodness sake. My head hurts, I get that light headed feeling, nausea and I have trouble sleeping. Dear god, I just want to feel better.

And I pray to God, if He can return my buah hati back. Please God. I miss her terribly.