It's kinda funny to me when someone you used to love, you used to whisper 'I love you, forever and always', you used to share everything with, now gone. It's not that you're doing great without him/her. It's just you can still survive to go through your life ahead without him/her anymore. Somehow you still thanked him/her for the existence that changed you, and your whole perspective that nothing can lasts forever. But you still wished that you could turn back time, to be at the moment when you were both shared everything - even just for a second. You fear that your emotions will be too intense to bear if you still wishing to be with him/her again, or that you’ll be stuck in a dark place forever. So you decided to move on without reminding yourself about how you’re feeling inside. Even if it doesn't last, even if it hurts when it ends, even if you tell yourself over and over again that you are done with falling in love, you know that when it comes, when love comes, you won't be able to resist. I mean, who doesn't want to be happy?
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