Eventually, everyone leaves

Saturday, March 16

i push people away
especially when
they say lovely things

and care because i don’t know how to respond
and if i do respond with something, i’m afraid

because i know that it’ll end up turning to crap
and i’ll regret it even further knowing i put my all into it

so instead i say simple things or i try
and disprove them
which pushes people away too

i am screwed--