i thought
time heals
and i grew up
getting stronger
than ever,
i think i was wrong.
what did i become
is just getting weaker
and miserable
than ever,
i thought you told me
everything will be okay
that i could go through this,
fuck it
tell the heaven
i want to see you
even for a night
or maybe you should
tell them, to bring me up along
maybe i would be happier.
i miss you, so bad it hurts.
