i did it again
i broke all the
vows i made,
i gave up
without even trying
i think i am such a
disgusting human being
having all the suicidal thoughts
just because i think my life
is meaningless and
just another written
story.
i dont know
maybe i need to go
somewhere, where
no one could reach me
so that i could feel glad
for myself, for not having
to try to please another human beings