misplaced my hopes

Saturday, September 28

so today
i did it again
i broke all the
vows i made,

i gave up
without even trying

i think i am such a
disgusting human being

having all the suicidal thoughts
just because i think my life
is meaningless and 
just another written

i dont know

maybe i need to go 
somewhere, where
no one could reach me
so that i could feel glad
for myself, for not having
to try to please another human beings