as if it’s ripping me from inside out
leaving me breathless every now and then
if this what love is
i dont think i can do this
all these aching nights
all the wet pillows i rest my head on
all my i-can-get-through-this-night
as if it is a playlist i put on repeat every night
if i were so in love
why does it aches me so much
if i really did miss that voice
why does all the late night calls lead me to crying myself to sleep
if i really were attached to that one person
why does looking at his face on pixel
made me feel worst than anything else in this world
if this is love
then why does it hurts