3:05 AM

Sunday, April 30

why does it aches so much
as if it’s ripping me from inside out
leaving me breathless every now and then

if this what love is
i dont think i can do this

all these aching nights
all the wet pillows i rest my head on
all my i-can-get-through-this-night 
as if it is a playlist i put on repeat every night

if i were so in love
why does it aches me so much
if i really did miss that voice 
why does all the late night calls lead me to crying myself to sleep 
if i really were attached to that one person
why does looking at his face on pixel
made me feel worst than anything else in this world

if this is love
then why does it hurts